Wednesday, January 23, 2013

It is about the Journey...

     As I  continue my  spiritual  path  to  a better me, I  have to  remind myself that it is the journey  that makes all  the difference. We learn from experiences and seeing new concepts or things in the world.  I  have been so  happy building my  pagan 101 video  series.  I  am actually getting more views for my videos.  The wheels are turning and picking up  speed. I have even picked-up  a couple of subscribers since I  started this project.  I  am happy, and the bonus is that I  am remembering and learning things that I  need to know. I  am looking at my  spiritual mirror and liking what I  see.

     There is a little uproar in the pagan community about a movie that is being released. Hansel and Gretel, Witch  Hunters. I  was going to  just walk away from the movie, but I  have been seeing the commercial for it and it bothers me.  The quote that  bothers me is about how not all  witches are bad, but they  are going to  kill  them all.  This movie is promoting the wrong way  to  think in so many  ways. They  are talking about killing people, murder is wrong unless it is to  defend yourself and/or others that can't defend themselves. Blind judgements toward a class of people. A person could be a good person, but because they are a part of a certain class of people, they must die.  I  was spending the day  trying to  think about  how I would counter this movie.  What if I  was to  write a screenplay  for a man that  was molested by  catholic ministers as a kid, and then at some point in his life, decides that  they  all must die. Not all ministers molested little boys,  so  to  kill all  would be wrong. I  know that  the christian community would be forming mobs to protest such a movie from being made. It is just a movie though, and I  hope that  the mentality of this movie fades away quickly.

     I  read today  about a fellow pagan preparing for a massive change in how she presents herself. I will  not state her name out of respect.  This pagan has used her witch name for many  years and has become well established in the pagan community. She also mentioned that  her fame has come at a price. So  she is going to  stop using her witch name and start using her real name.  I  must give her credit for such a bold move.  I wish  her the best of luck in this transition.  This has made me started to  think about me using my  witch name compared to my real name.  I have enjoyed the degree of separation, and it is needed because I  am a divorced father.  I know that there would come a time that I  might have to  use both together.  Until  them I  am very happy being "Blue". 

     I  have splurged on myself in silly little matters this week. The local  Dollar General is selling Christmas stuff for 25 cents each, no matter what  the item is. So I have been buying metal tins and a few other things that  could be used for pagan purposes. Some of the tins will  be used as storage tins for nails and screws in the basement.  I have been wanting to  build something real bad as of late. I have the urge to use  my hand tools for something.  I just haven't figured out what I  want to make.

     I am feeling very  proud of myself at work, but there is a little shame as well.  I have a reputation of being a mean person.  I  am stubborn and I like to  get the job required done right and as fast as possible.  When things are going good, I  will laugh  and joke.  But when things go wrong, I  am complaining and rather rude with everyone that is not doing what  they  need to do.  I have a co-worker that  works with me in the cooler,  and he is a rather cranky person.  The level of profanity and bad attitude is worse than mine.  Reflecting back on the person that I used to  be, I  hope I  was never that  bad.  I  told myself that I  owed several people and apology if I  ever was that  bad.

     Every  day is a step on your spiritual path.  We don't go  from Point A to  Point B overnight.  with  every step  we discover new things upon the horizon and down by  our feet when we take the time to look  down and around ourselves.  The road less traveled is the journey of discovery of who we are as individuals and the truth of the world around us.  Don't run when you can walk,  don't stare at the horizon when something amazing is right beside you.

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